sorry ]:

stupiiidddd me! FUUUUHHHH. im stupid. i got the guts to ask her to homecoming. but it was the wrong way..i always do everything wrong! ]: i hate myself. sigh. my first homecoming dance...and i blew it ]: right when i thought everything was going the way i wanted it to...im sooo sorry ]:

i guess i should just sit out on this one.<\3

still in love..crazy huh

yup..you got it right. i am still in love with her. pretty crazy actually. she's over me. she's moved on. and for me. well everything is still there. i still love her. i still need her. i still want her. why? cause i just can't fall out of this love. i know i know. i should just give up. youve told me to so many times. but you know what? i haven't and i will never. i know i don't even talk to her that much anymore. but its the dreams i get. i dream about her almost every night. actually i dream about her everytime i sleep. yeah yeah i do love the dreams i have about her. they are perfect. but is anything really perfect? well actually there is. she is. she's perfect. she may not be perfect to you but to me..i say she's perfect. how? well i can't explain that. all i know is that she's perfect for me. well thats all i gotta say.

sorry to tell ya but i still love her.