i dont know.

welll i dont really know. she said she would try to see me. that she would bust a mission to see. she said all this after that day. that day when she just walked away. maybe its because she thinks that sorry isnt enough. really it was alright. i understand why she left.... but it seems like she just said that she'll bust a mission just to make me happy. feels like she really isnt. :\ i know im being a little too negative. but right now. it really seems like it. its like, why would she out of nowhere say she would do that. i know shes a really random girl ahaha thats what i love about her but still. she hasnt said she would bust a mission to see me in a really really long time and i thought she would never say that to me again... gahh. its so confusing. right now ill just believe she will bust a mission just to see me like the old times (even though its probably gonna be a long time from now since shes super busy now). ill shall just believe she would... cause i love her. actually i love her tooooo much. even though her heart doesnt belong to me anymore...

"hey you! yeah you! i like you.."